Heart pacing... “RUN”, the students yell at me as I jump the scolding hot steps. “AHHH”, “Please somebody help me”!!! I feel myself hit the scolding ground I feel a sensation of terror, craziness, and worst of all this is when suicidal thoughts come in. “Should I? they would be better without me causing troubles”. My mind felt like nothing would go right if I was still here. My heart had a shattering feel as if a fast bat had swung through what felt like glass ribs not caring what was in it’s way. “GET UP” “please no” the police I saw in the corner of my eye. next thing I know I’m in front of a blinding white light. “How could this happen”? I open my eyes seeing my parents standing by me yelling at the teachers and police officers. “how …show more content…
Genova said “ Oh no...” Here goes nothing... “WHAT ARE YOU DOING?” Mrs. Genova yelled. It was a blood curdling scream that made me stop in my tracks. “WHAT???!!!” I was embarrassed and slammed my computer closed! I felt my cheeks slowly turn red. What felt like a year of silence I got up and ran! I just got myself into something I can’t escape. My heart racing, The fast pacing movements of my breath, on the left teachers yelling “ SLOW DOWN” I slammed the doors behind me as I ran, I heard a slight crack as the glass to the door shatters on the ground. I felt as if my world was breaking just like the glass. By the time I reached the bus lot I was out of breath. I collapsed on the scolding cement screaming. I felt the tears drying the moment they left my eyes as I sat there not even caring about the police and teachers surrounding me. I softly whisper to myself... “I’m better of dead” Now back to the blinding light... what were you thinking STUPID, STUPID. how could you let this happen to yourself, why,how,when? “LOOK what you made her do you caused her pain and grief!” I saw my parents yelling at the police with such horror through my cut eye. “WAIT” I