Transgressions-Personal Narrative

I write this letter to convey how deeply, genuinely sorry I am for my recent transgressions and misconduct. Indeed, I admit now what I was unable to accept before ; I have been so ignorant and oblivious to the fact clearly apparent : these past few .... weeks (or has it actually been months? I haven't even been paying much attention ; time has just been slipping by, without my notice) ... the conduct I have displayed has not at all been up to the standards/calibre of what is expected of a mentor. A mentor. Somebody who is endowed with trust to act as a role model, at all times. A paragon of virtue, professionalism, maturity, and excellence. One who embodies not only all the qualities of a model listener but also those of a leader who inspires

This entire scheme was plotted on 7cups, in PMs. And then, when I said we needed an attention grabber, and this email was all I could come up with, an email with a name that was bound to pique curiosity, I took the initiative to create it. I was so completely engaged, and pumped with adrenaline, that I didn't even realise that two people knowing each others' emails, even if anonymous (they were weird, anonymous emails, so it's even more difficult to recognise ... it almost slips your mind that what we've done is incriminated ourselves for offsite contact unwittingly), is a break of that rule. I don't believe you can really trace the email back to me, it's honestly just somebody else's word that you're going on I believe ... but I'll save you the trouble (or perhaps the face, since you've already acted, taken disciplinary actions, based on somebody else's word ... I trust that it must have been a trustworthy source .. but still, had I been an innocent victim who had fallen through the cracks in the system, I would find this system outrageous) and admit that I am guilty. I am repentant and ready to take responsibility for my actions. I don't know how to explain this to you, but when I told somebody of an anonymous, funny, absurd email I had created, it really did not strike me that I had just exchange offsite contact, in a way. I know it does, of course I can see that now, but at that time, that offence was ... was well camouflaged. It was disguised as something else ... as a part of a game. And a way for me to see the reply that we would get back. That is all I was thinking about ... I am interested to see the kind of reply this will generate. Perhaps, even, a teensy bit