Gay Monologue

By the time you read this I hope to have told you face to face and I hope that I covered what is in this letter, but I know there will be thing I haven’t told you in here. However, if I haven’t told you face to face I want you to know that I’m gay. I want you to know that I am still me. I’m still the same boy you have raised and I always will be. Nothing you did nothing anyone “made” me gay. Nothing you did, nothing anyone did “turned” me to be gay. I was born this way.

I started to notice I was different when I was around 11 years old but didn’t have the language to put to how I was feeling. I was about 13 years old when I realised I was bisexual, then after a little self evaluation I realised I was gay. I was scared and afraid. I hated have such a big secret that I

I know your thinking that I’ve had crushes on girls and yes I have but nothing else was there they were mostly out of fear and me trying to be the person everyone thought I was.

I’m sure both of you have many questions you’ll want to ask me, and you’ll also surely have some stereotypes ingrained in your head. I can’t hope to address them all at once, but I’d really like to at some point discuss any and all questions you have; after all, that is one of the reasons why I finally chose to tell you.

Dad many time you have talked to me about being gay and being teased about being gay. I want to say I lied for many years people made jokes that I’m gay but this did not “make” me gay. These jokes still get made occasionally, however, they do not affect me and I see it as a way to improve me and have a laugh.

I’m not sure but if you are thinking this yes I do want a family and to have kids. Yes I know it will be hard but I’m willing to do that one so I can be a dad and two so that you can be grandparents. To me this is not an unrealistic or unnatural desire or dream to have especially in the time we live